Hello Susan,

You truly have gotten yourself into a sticky situation, and you have my sympathy, and my envy!
Having looked at your cards in detail there is so much to tell you that I could never cover everything in this short reply, so I would encourage you to call Irish Psychics Live directly for a more detailed reading. I myself have taken a leave of absence from the line to write this and other columns so I am not available on the telephone at the moment. But if you write to me again I will recommend a reader for you. Right then, down to business. The cards tell me that you were feeling terribly down and bored with your life before your ex boyfriend showed up. You were having trouble coping with the children and the older boy, you know who I mean, was giving you a particularly difficult time. Your lack of normal sexual appetite was also related to this boredom and to feelings of worthlessness and inadequacy that have crept in since Fiona was born. This ex boyfriend has made you feel like you are somebody again, a person in your own right. Not just the mother or the wife, but a WOMAN. And although you feel guilty about this dangerous relationship, you also feel, deep down, that you deserve it, that you deserve some happiness and some enjoyment from life. This is true, you do deserve it. I can also tell from the cards that your ex is still single and whats more, that he is madly in love with you. In fact you are both equally besotted with each other. According to the cards, life with this other man would be a rollercoaster ride, but although the relationship would endure, the sexual intensity would eventually cool somewhat, as it inevitably does with most relationships. And so to your question, what do the cards think you should do? Their answer is complex(which is why I think you need a detailed reading) but in short you must do what your conscience dictates. The situation is going to come to a head within the next two weeks. This will be out of your control. I can see that you are aware of the potential consequences of your actions and the effect that these actions will have on others, so I won't patronise you by dwelling on that. Suffice to say that you will have a very very interesting time ahead with life-changing decisions to make, and the cards are adamant that you will make the decisions that are correct for you. However, this revelation comes with a warning. Your decisons must be made with a coll head and not in the heat of passion. You are a good and moral person who has been overwhelmed by intense emotional and sexual passions. Remember this when the time comes and everything will work out as it should.

Cassandra